last night, party party, with tons of people loving on each other and dancing on each other and talking on each other. and i felt awkward and shy and wallflower-ish and jst plain sad.
made me miss seattle *hard*. made me miss spaces where people are excited to see me and i'm excited to see them and i don't feel boring and i have some use and purpose and can dance sexy on folks and we're friends so we know it's cool
and as i'm known to do, instead of sleeping last night, i just ran things in a loop in my head. over and over again. no sleep. just loops. so when super shuttle came and picked me up at 6AM to take me to SFO, i was a little loopy.
the plane took off 2 hours late. then it took forever to get a shuttle downtown. and i forgot that "affordable" in downtown L.A. equals a hotel room that is closet size and lacks a bathtub. so much for relaxing in luxury.
sigh.
it has been a horrible, awful, terrible, very bad, no good last 48 hours. and now i have to be social and "network" with aclu types.
double sigh.
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