holy shit. holy shit. what have i gotten myself into?
i went into the office yesterday to fill out paperwork, and i think i just signed up for 6 months of being married in a monogamous relationship with a job. wow. these folks bring their lunch back to their desk and work. they work mornings before they get they get into the office and evenings when they leave the office. i have youth activist committee meetings even other sunday all day, and i'm encouraged to take the friday before off if i can manage it work-wise, which eveline sez it often a pipe dream. how do you set boundaries when the person you're temporarily relieving is a workaholic? albeit a super nice one. not to mention that i haven't done this kind of shit in a money-ed, full-time capacity before, so who's to say that i wont' be an utter workaholic...
sheesh. six months tho bruin, six months. it'll fucken fly by and be brilliant and hard and complicated and steep learning curve.
i'm sure things aren't made better by the fact that i've had chronic insomnia the last two nights, literally lying in bed for hours and not able to get to sleep before dawn. four hours later, i'm up and doing things, but i'm sure it's not helping my lingering sickness. what the hell??
in more positive notes, ronni is here!!! and it's sunny!! and i'm eating leftover stuffing, mashed potatoes and gravy!! and i have an amazing youth organizing job that kicks ass with super smart co-workers!!
life is complicated folks. duh.
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